Myself, I am in transition. There are good days and bad. Shunning is demoralizing.
When you walk away from WT, it leaves a hugh hole in the tapestry of your life. It is possible to weave again and patch the hole but it takes time, with new people and new experiences.
It is like being in a disaster and losing many friends. You remember the good times and move on.
Even while I was in, there was so much back stabbing and gossiping that I couldn't take it. I only miss a few.
Keep posting and telling us how you are. Find friends in your area that are like minded or go for a walk and enjoy your solitude. Whatever you need to find true joy and happiness.
We all have just this one life time. Enjoy it. Be happy.
LoisLane